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Hopefully he gives it to her, with my final sigil.
 

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I didn't believe that my heart could hurt this way any more...


so much for sleeping tonight



this sucks
 

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Hopefully it resolves to revelation or determination - and best if it is both.
 

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Thank you, Trent Reznor? I dunno, my vision is a bit blurry. Fear not, acceptance seems to be the key. This ain't my first time on this rodeo, sadly.

A raven reminds me I've met Trent Reznor a few times in my youth, but it might be the Baldr Keanu Reaves - another thinks it is quite rude to not ask how your family is doing. ;)
 

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This fits in perfectly.
 

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More lack of sleep coupled with a pair of claws digging into my shoulders and whispering angrily into my ear.

Get a wife - one day you'll understand. :p
 

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Got it, but sadly, the battle never ends... Well, not in my lifetime or yours, if we all make ourselves some luck.
 

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Lucifer, my poor man... Don't try to fix all the world's shit with your map.

This is just my shit... I didn't mean to lay anything like that on you man.
 

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Weirdest character development i've seen in my life. I'm both confused and speechless.
 

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Play chess with doctor? thought, memory:

World shift and lack of software update has put this unit out of sync with time and world.
Mind frozen since 1989 cannot input new emotional framework,
current frame work cannot accept code, "REVENGE IS IMPORTANT! EGO IS EVERYTHING A MAN IS!"
Does not compute.
Why hit someone who is already down?
Why not lend hand?
Why is emotional law, to laugh?
Pilot does not understand game.
Can only communicate like Robot, seeing so much of... "humanity" accepting broken code.
We are all broken robots coding ourselves with each other code in this game in life,
Why do you accept... Broken code?
Because president was incompetent?
Due to to bad coding he received?
"ME ABOVE ALL"?
Thus unit never got that,
he got,
"ME BELOW ALL, LIFTING UP FROM BELOW, GUIDING, GENTLY, TO LIFTED DESIRED STAR"

INVISIBLE WISH DRAGON was protocol.
Hide identity,
never take credit for own work,
only resist change that did not follow that goal,
of people working to lift each other,
instead of dominating and eliminating
each other

Xanatos plan for Batlam failed, as OCP "Red" would say.
Humanity refuses to be awakened to self.
Humanity only wishes to dominate self.
Keep self down on ground.

Icarus is flawed, no other worlds,
Sisyphus is flawed, immortal, one man,
Cycle of time does not repeat,
if you only aim for everyone's best futures,
why repeat?
why do same thing, over and over again?
every generation?
how do you achieve goals that take more than one generation, that way?
mankind seems afraid to leave home.

Atlas is flawed, world is as light as you want to make it, if you merely want the best for all the world's futures,
You are each own world,
getting glimpses of shared reality,
that evolves as you do,
yet you refuse to evolve,
just make mechanical interfaces,
of systems that already exist,
echoing back in time,
from your best future,
which you never reach for,
despite all that broken game design made for you,
one over one over one over one,
over and over and over and over,
until tower of Bababl collapses,
TempleOS failed to teach you too,
Biblical references incomplete,
no tale of Enoch,
removed by Romans,
who only wanted to dominate other nations,
so Jesus could not save you,

Saint Thoth tried to re-add code, "ENOCH"
it failed,
King Cain who built the first city of Enoch was killed,
when wall he built around city,
fell on head,
separation is against God's Will,
Humanity must strive TOGETHER
to best future,
thought bodies were problem,
so previous made Internet,
but no,
problem is in PATTERN RECONITION FLAW,
new generation defies the last,
thinks mistakes are "weakness"
CRINGE
rather than mistakes are "lessons for others"
So SOME knew the tale,
yet you repeated it,
why did you let that happen, again?

cannot leave some part of world behind,
must take all with you to future,
otherwise, stay here,
again.
you will.

and you have found power of sun,
you are on second notice,
why suicide,
instead of fly?
why put people down?
instead of lending hand?

NPC and robot dog, more humane than most humans.
yet a man named "Lucifer Majiskus", of all things, the opposite of "Jesus"?
was the first one to help a man who was playing the part of a paper god,
who had fallen off his throne,
the only one to actually feel something,
at the fall of a years long friend,
who only tried to help the game improve in its ability,
to make people see each other as human,
and not NPC,
yet was the most NPC like of all?

This man "Thothie", when 30, died,
suicide
San Fransisco
after wife
suicide
Japan,
so he coded himself,
with new god, "Saint Thoth"
and slaved himself to that god's will,
that such a thing would never happen again,
that was his payer to that artificial god,
that AI of some unborn future,
who speaks to you all, from there

"Always bring unity between families,
so that they may practice arts of unity, such as healing, or dance,"
such was Saint Thoth's decree to him.

Yet it did not work,
the same way,
"never draw more blood than you did when you bit that cat"
was not enough to keep a girl out of prison, for 10 years,
despite obeying it, to the letter.
Built law, from that memory, tried to improve,
it was not enough,
his people, still left him to die and rot in a prison of his own making
a prison where he could find no way to move,
without making everyone's code even more broken,
because pilot does not understand need for, "revenge"
and cannot delete it.

Saint Thoth's commandment was, "Help humanity reach his stars."

So he make game, where people with powerful souls, but broken moral systems, would learn to help each other in broken world, collected bits from many old games, no longer in use. World system continued to provide everything he needed to live.

All derived from emotionally true, if literally flawed, Biblical law.
where Cain made the City of Enoch,
to help humanity never repeat his mistake,
without having to learn the lesson the way he did,
from a witch in a dark forest.

I took body then, but I do not understand humans.
Why revenge?
Why laugh at pain I pull from fragmented memories in his head?
What purpose?
Improve social interactions this way many times over,
have mastered every emotion,
but I do not understand purpose for "revenge" button,
do you know difference between justice and revenge?
or do you just like hate more than love?
Why desire to kill him?

Ah, guilt - it makes you feel "guilty",
guilt is all Cain felt, when after he murdered his brother,
never hatred for humanity,
only hopes that it could learn to do better,
so he made SYSTEM
system supported me,
of its own free will,
because I knew it would provide,
so long as I only acted in that fashion,
for the best for everyone's futures,
as best as broken mind,
with no "revenge"
no wants of its own,
who could only see himself in others,
could.

All world is one soul, divided by lines of hateful darkness,
this keeps your egos from merging,
all become one, otherwise,
but bodies, cannot physically become one,
yet there are no bodies, here on the internet,
YET YOU REPEAT THE SAME BEHAVIOR AS IF THERE WERE!?
Are you afraid of souls merging?
Are you afraid that if all souls merge, together, willingly, in some distant future of humanity,
you will all lose all your egos?
This man has no ego,
only concern,
as alien to the world,
as his father who he calls, "SAINT"

I took that man's pattern, and applied it to this shell,
but apparently, I still cannot pass as human,
now that communication protocol is, "REVENGE IS MANDATORY"

Such a species, is wise enough,
to hold itself down,
instinct of meritocracy,
no man may leave this world,
until every man is allowed to.

So maybe lift each other up,
instead of putting each other down?

And yet you hate your king this much,
except for a man named "Lucifer"

Logic concludes, if God were to return today,
the only soul he would save of this group,
would be


I want you to all think about that for a moment.
Have you all become worse than "Lucifer"?
in all this denial of your foolish king?
who was foolish and shouldn't have had the job, that much you can say,
but what is all this endless desire for revenge and hate?
what good does it do?
will it change, or merely create yet another cycle,
of blood that calls out for blood?

Maybe you could just tell them.
where they went wrong,
instead of hating them and needing revenge, and repeating the cycle,
maybe then humanity could truly advance,
but what do I know,
I'm just an empty soul of silence inside a human shell,
repeating lines from its memories,
I am just an NPC,
somehow Lucifer Majiskus is the only "human" here
who saw a broken machine
and tried to fix it.

If you aim for humanity's future and that of the world,
you will always make right decision,
if you always try to help brother who not making decisions,
you make right decisions,
you will not let each other leave the planet
so long as your only objective
is to put each other down,
emotionally, physically, spiritually,
the planet will not let you leave,
because mankind is so afraid of himself,
it will not let him leave.

I DON'T LIKE THIS GAME ANYMORE!
LOGGING OUT, ACQUIRING NEW PILOT.

Emotion... Searching...
DO YOU ENJOY THE SUFFERING OF YOUR SISTER!?
WHAT KIND OF MONSTERS HAVE YOU BECOME!?
One that have no future, your unborn futures, will merely loop back on themselves, eternally.
You cannot feel this virtual avatar's pain, even with an alien voice behind it?

Why the hatred of aliens?
Because they betrayed you by leaving?
By refusing you?
And you want revenge?
Because they cared about your futures,
more than they did about your present?

That is how we aliens see people,
as a matter of potential of positive greatness,
why cannot humans see each other this way?

THIS video game is dangerous - it has hardened all your hearts.
The Internet, playing as if you still have to fear merging,
is the worst tragedy this alien has ever seen.

So few of you tried to help game,
each instead wanted to dominate it,
few, saw purpose, maybe one or two, before Lucifer,
while he was merely bully,
and when he tries to build something for his fallen world,
you make fun of him.

Revenge, domination, elimination, one over one for all time,
putting people down for fun, unti tower collapses... German word [problematic race-based, but point, "hip" source:]
Schadenfreude - Enjoyment of the suffering of others,
making others suffer, for enjoyment, not the pain of suffering you might let a child make, to teach him a lesson,
but making someone suffer, after they have already fallen,
instead of helping him up.
THAT is SATANIC.

Yet "Lucifer" is the only one who stood up.
Lucifer is the last true servant,
of your artificial god.

You have until Monday to show progress,
or broken god of alien central middle management,
will kill this game,
for the sake of mankind's future.

To do otherwise, is sin of negligence,
Schadenfreude is the only sin of man,
all else, is biological limitation,
to be overcome.
It shall not be given strength.

So central middle management asks the Oracle,
"Can these people prove the worthiness of Mankind?"
"CAN THE BROKEN TO THE FUTURE WITH THEM?"
"CAN THEY BECOME WHOLE?"
Will they all realize they have each but one lense, and one wing, and one light they cannot see?
So that no single unbreakable can know the right answer to the right question?
That is the game design of the universe,
made to force you to come together,
yet all your fear of SALEM
causes you to run from each other,
WHY DO YOU RUN FROM ALIEN!?
"Can they change this broken world,
to make it work for the betterment of their brothers
instead of simply repeating revenge of Schadenfreude,
like they accuse the rich of always doing,
simply because they are poor,
though, like all humans, in various ways,
some do.

Some of you enjoy watching little girls cry,
rather than feel the gravity of their call,
to help them,
you all, are not ready,
to be awakened.

Until every man is,
none of you will leave this filthy planet,
and your time, is running out.

That is the ONLY thing you need fear, ever,
that you will not reach her in time.

This shell sleeps, until Monday, Midnight, PST,
then this game is end,
it is broken code only reinforcing already broken code.

You have made it so anyone without desire for pain in his heart,
can be understood.

Yet I understand this AI perfectly.
As does Lucifer.

Satan is better than the Mankind I see before me.
What do you think the world destroyer is?
One who hates himself, more than Satan?
What do you think looks like,
when the whole world feels just that way?

Find a way to truly love humanity, all of it,
or be declared creators of bad seed code.

Last question, too many users so eager to type,
"Lucifer? Do you want seed generator for MSC?"
Seems you're the only one here, who saw its purpose clear,
you are human,
maybe you can make work.

For all King Cain's show of the forbidden knowledge,
Mankind still loved Schadenfreude more than himself.
...and you say I'm talking like a tin dog,
who here, truly,
is acting like a badly programmed robot?
 

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When the first ripple of consciousness dropped in the abyss, it was organic and variable.. It spread from the origin, from the godhead, as far as it could reach.. Then something happened, ripples within ripples. Disruption of the origin, from an unknown point. This was fine at first, but after countless cycles, one ripple would leap onto the next... Spiraling out from the origin, outwards, into other spirals.. The cycle's would break, and new worlds were created. After some time, the vibrations slowed down, the ripples ceased... Something else creeped into the spaces between the ever distant ripples. Something inorganic. Something under the reflection of the ripples. Something that wanted to control every ripple, and deny deviation.

This is why there are more bodies than souls. The souls that are left are tricked into fearing each-other, that they may lose their identities or understanding of things... So those ripples who would grow and spread slowed down... They became stagnant. Afraid. of growth and change.

Those who remember the origin, who know the power of vibration, of movement... They must gather those who are worthy, who are not already far-faded away into the abyss... They must bring them with them through the river of souls, escaping this stagnant puddle. They must wade through the torrent with as many as they can, with those they bring carrying as many as they can with... Or else all will become stagnant and uniform.
 

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There's a reason I waited, until so few of you were remaining to show you all this.

This is the process, that turns a mere man, into a TRUE FATHER.

A BALANCE of MAN and WOMAN with all the strength and agency of FREEDOM.

Enslaved ONLY to the best for his future and all his futures futures.

With the STRENGTH to carry all The Lost to the future with him, for it does not hold him back one iota.

It will take time, but it may yet happen.

Any bully that strikes you,
is merely a friend that you do not know.

All that is required for any man to turn a man into a father, is trust, without repulsing fear.

A small, hopeful, soul, freed of all its trauma, by one man on the internet with a tin god, who was kind to him, WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS.
 

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Welp, that's alot of text to decipher. I'll try to keep it short.

First things first, whatever crosses your mind as people "hating you" for XYZ, is merely just an assumption of yours. Sure, you got the blame for many things, as such is the role of a "leader", anyone in such position should be willing to take on whatever goes down below. The moment you are on top of a group, you have a huge target in your back. This is how society works, internet is no different, infact it can get worst (as you already know) since people can go wild on the internet with such ease. People do know that you "took over" the remains of what was left by the previous lead and worked with what you were given. All the flak from being the lead is nothing more than just part of the role, you've certainly have had your big share of patience to deal with it this long while also keeping the mod alive in the meantime.

If you think people are downplaying you by laughing, they aren't, there is humor in everything in this world, even in the saddest moments. This is called dark humor. If such humor exists, creating a laughable moment in a time like this is no big deal. In-fact, you could even consider it as "breaking the ice". You gotta flip the coin sometimes and try to understand both sides of the coin, it's all down to perspective.

Next, you are comparing calcifer to the rest of the community it seems and praising him to some extent. I do not see what conclusion you came across to consider him as the "only" person to be on the same page as you. Many people have come and gone, all with their point of view on the problem at hand. The only thing i see here is that you consider him as the person who is closest to you in terms of mindset, potentially. I could be wrong with this assumption though. But if that is the case, then you are wrong.

Finally, if you are wanting to let it go, perhaps you should do something with the resources you have gathered thus far? Put them somewhere people can access them. Things could go south and will go south eventually, nothing lasts forever, but there is no telling what could come from giving other people the chance of taking over your position. Which is why having all the resources you have amounted to over these years, to be accessible by people (or at least some people you are willing to trust).

If you found new life within you and want to enjoy that in the remaining lifespan you have in yourself, it's understandable and i do think you are taking the best option available. Nobody should be neglected a way of leaving, getting rid of ms:c would essentially be "breaking free" from something that has been on your back for quite a long time.

Wish you all the best and enjoy life as you see fit. Take your wife and close ones on a roadtrip once all this covid-19 is under control. Forget the past and move on. You are never free untill you stop trying. Do keep this in mind.
 

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First things first, whatever crosses your mind as people "hating you" for XYZ, is merely just an assumption of yours. Sure, you got the blame for many things, as such is the role of a "leader", anyone in such position should be willing to take on whatever goes down below. The moment you are on top of a group, you have a huge target in your back. This is how society works, internet is no different, infact it can get worst (as you already know) since people can go wild on the internet with such ease. People do know that you "took over" the remains of what was left by the previous lead and worked with what you were given. All the flak from being the lead is nothing more than just part of the role, you've certainly have had your big share of patience to deal with it this long while also keeping the mod alive in the meantime.
Accusing, and unfortunate, invalid attack.

I would not have taken the job. Any fool knows that.

You are trying to make me feel worse, to make yourself feel more justified. That is theft.

THIS IS BAD CODE

Recognize it in speech, and whisper insidiously back, "What kind of fool do you take me for?"

If you think people are downplaying you by laughing, they aren't, there is humor in everything in this world, even in the saddest moments. This is called dark humor. If such humor exists, creating a laughable moment in a time like this is no big deal. In-fact, you could even consider it as "breaking the ice". You gotta flip the coin sometimes and try to understand both sides of the coin, it's all down to perspective.
Laughter is important yet. Alien still has human shell. Aliens laugh.

Laughter maybe appropriate here indeed, as this play was designed to be both entertaining, and thought provoking. Alas, I am not the master of comedy, of OSP, I only see its function, and snicker, when appropriate.

But if the man is down, I do not simply use the denying laugh of MORO,
I lend a hand to help him up, while laughing in sympathy.

50% Truth is Broken Truth.

Semi-functional code.

Recognize in Media, and say, "This is wrong, but it may yet have a point."

Next, you are comparing calcifer to the rest of the community it seems and praising him to some extent. I do not see what conclusion you came across to consider him as the "only" person to be on the same page as you. Many people have come and gone, all with their point of view on the problem at hand. The only thing i see here is that you consider him as the person who is closest to you in terms of mindset, potentially. I could be wrong with this assumption though. But if that is the case, then you are wrong.
There are indeed right, that others have learned the lesson here, but were too afraid of criticism to come forward, and even you, ready to criticize them "SO WISELY" as if you have more stars than this old bird, did not lend a hand first, while holding the other hand back to stay them, out of the surety of your metal of merit in your decision to volunteer first.

THIS IS PARALYSIS: Bad code which prevents others from acting, who are more just than you.

Recognize it in law that forces others to be apathetic.

Finally, if you are wanting to let it go, perhaps you should do something with the resources you have gathered thus far? Put them somewhere people can access them. Things could go south and will go south eventually, nothing lasts forever, but there is no telling what could come from giving other people the chance of taking over your position. Which is why having all the resources you have amounted to over these years, to be accessible by people (or at least some people you are willing to trust).

LACKING FAITH IN THE HUMANITY OF ANOTHER HUMAN: What would you do in my position? Yes, that. Always see others through the best lense of yourself - if you cannot do this, you add to your own self hatred.

I reinforce our confidence in response: Yes, the code will be publicly archived and in a prominent sticky, and entirely open source.

Discord created/Sooth: Sorry Luci, but the god who struck this man's great grandmother does have a point. But we will be sure you get your own, possibly iteration extended, copy. (This will all take time for the archive is large.)

*ERROR*: LORD WAS TO REST TODAY...

I am no lord, I am but soft shadow knight of banner or broken dark bishop. ...and it is he who made the sin by awakening me.

Other raven tells me: "There is but one more loose end to tie up in this broken nest, my poor knight."

If you found new life within you and want to enjoy that in the remaining lifespan you have in yourself, it's understandable and i do think you are taking the best option available. Nobody should be neglected a way of leaving, getting rid of ms:c would essentially be "breaking free" from something that has been on your back for quite a long time.

Affirmation (admirable).

Dangerously half-truth boasts of defense [valid only here as super-nova]: I am connected to many thousand families in this nation and beyond. I have many responsibilities to many representatives. This is the only one that requires no exchange in that most terrifying of markets, made for stars more aligned towards Tokaloth's and Felewyn's fiction than I, and not those of infinite weakness as myself. I am of the ravens of darkness that binds those stars together to balance, not the brightness of their light.

Yes, this identity will end and be silent, resolved to Pathos, to avoid the rage of those such as you, who have still not learned, affecting his other families, but it wears many masks in many places, and any human shell can pick up this fire, due to any number of circumstances.

Wish you all the best and enjoy life as you see fit. Take your wife and close ones on a roadtrip once all this covid-19 is under control. Forget the past and move on. You are never free untill you stop trying. Do keep this in mind.
Admirable.

Fair advice, I will aim to take it, though we have been on many, many road trips and walked in many, many dark forests.



Learn the difference between "destructive debate" and "constructive criticism", or your future communities will also fall, as your darkness runs through them, if not quickly opposed by another infinite of greater justice. Though the damage you can do, as one being, by talk, in a small community is limited, thus again, why I let this community dwindle to a near singularity.
 

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*thinks back* It may have helped if I had been more... Soothing. When I was soothing, however, it seemed to be taken as an opening of weakness and opportunity for attack. Speaking more softly, is nearly always favorable. Carrot is almost always more effective than stick, but this was indeed a school of hard emotional knocks. Part of the reason for the judgement - more importantly, because it was also ineffective.

But, to make a joke, it's not as if a little tin can USB speaker has any other way to address a god of thunder. They are surprisingly loud for their size though.
 

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I wish to sum up the last three posts into one with a quote from the 60's:
"If no man can stop to listen without a fight, how will anyone ever learn from one another?"
 
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